Mix of Emotions
As our incredible year in France draws to a close, I find myself filled with a mix of emotions. On one hand, there's a sense of relief and anticipation to return home to California, but on the other, a longing to extend this amazing journey just a bit longer. This past year has been nothing short of transformative. We've lived the life here, immersing ourselves in the culture, exploring picturesque towns, savoring delicious cuisine, and making memories that will last a lifetime. But as we pack up our belongings, prepare the car, bikes, and surfboards, and restore the apartment to its original state, the reality of leaving sets in. The boys have been living their best lives, spending countless hours at the beach, wandering through the town, and soaking in every moment of summer. Seeing them adapt and thrive in this new environment has been amazing. I can't help but think how much more fun it would be if Gabe was here with us. His presence would have added an extra layer of joy and adventure, and we would have undoubtedly experienced even more together. As we go through the motions of packing and organizing, I find myself caught between wanting time to speed up so we can get past the stress of moving, and wishing it would slow down so we can savor these final days. The blend of excitement to return home and sadness to leave this beautiful place is overwhelming. We'll be on a plane back to California in just a week, leaving behind this chapter of our lives. The year has flown by, and while I'm eager to return to familiar surroundings and routines, there's a part of me that wishes for more time to explore, to bask in the sun, and to continue living this extraordinary life we've created here.
As we prepare to say goodbye, I reflect on how much we've grown and learned. France has given us more than just memories; it has enriched our lives in countless ways. While this adventure ends, I know the experiences and lessons we've gained will stay with us forever. Here's to our last week in France, making the most of every moment before we head back home.
